in asteptarea carierei

Proiectele mele legate de angajare se tot amana . Nu imi iese nici cum.

Deja au trecut 4 luni de cand ma invart sa ma angajez...nu a mers cu aplicatul via internet, am trecut la eXchange in care imi pusesem sanse multe si mari. Mi-am dorit super tare...si dupa 2 interviuri si mai multe aplicari...se pare ca nu e sa fie anul asta. Si m-am intors la dorinta mea apriga de a ma angaja la Sales Consulting ca trainer. De data asta cu mai multe provocari . Daca in vara as fi fost singurul candidat pe un singur post, acum m-am trezit ca suntem 8 persoane pe acelasi post. Provocator...

Am fost ieri la Assessment Center (una din etapele intermediare ale selectiei). Imi doream atat de mult sa fiu in forma maxima pentru aceasta etapa si sa dau tot ce e mai bun din mine. Ei bine, nu a fost chiar asa...de ce? Imi doream prea mult si m-au napadit emotiile . M-am blocat la un moment dat. Pur si simplu eram blank , nu mai stiam ce sa zic, unde sunt, pe ce lume traiesc. Mi se intampla asta cand imi doresc ceva prea mult. Si am incercat toate metodele pe care le stiam de relaxare. Nu mi-am revenit. Ca rezultat nu am fost nici pe jumatate din ceea ce sunt si pot face. Miercuri voi afla rezultatul - trec mai departe sau nu.

Am emotii mari. Ma enerveaza ca nu am suficienta incredere in mine in momentele astea . Asa mi s-a intamplat si la interviul de LCC, asa am patit si la olimpiadele de psiho si la examenul de intrare la ASE...Totusi daca ma uit la exemplele astea imi dau seama ca daca la oricare dintre ele rezultatul ar fi fost diferit (adik cel pozitiv)viata mea ar fi fost cu totul alta.
Pe de alta parte m-am saturat sa ma complac sau sa adopt ideea: asa a fost sa fie, imi e rezervat altceva. Nu vreau sa se intample asta din nou.Vreau sa fac training. In acelasi timp sunt presata sa ma angajez (adik sa fac bani) ...si deja incepe sa devina stresant .

Am facut parte din organizarea TdC-ului. A fost misto, o echipa de oameni foarte faini . Am cunoscut niste oameni super misto. Cat despre TdC...se putea mai bine. Oricum , a fost o experienta faina. A meritat zic eu. Nu am avut insa timp sa vorbesc cu prea multe companii (desi
asta era unul din motivele pentru care m-am implicat).

O nota pozitiva in incheiere? Hm...nu cred...nu inca....poate miercuri ;)

a question from a linkedin group

If you are given a chance to invite, Health, Success and Love, who would you invite and why

Hmmm...

This is quite a good question. I tend to say success , because success for me includes love and also because I am addicted to success.

But also, what I realized in the past 2 years (since I really find true love), it's that : If you love and you are loved you actually enjoy more your successes. That sometimes, I success alone is not enough if nobody is there to share those feelings with you.

And the biggest problem (mostly for people that are addicted to success, like me) comes when you fail…then what?

About health …well, I believe that this is the one that we forget most of the times. And it’s so important. Think about when you are ill in bad and you can’t work anything. How do you feel then? Powerless? Pointless? Frustrated? But then again…what makes you feel better then? That someone…your mom, your sister, your lover is there to help you and give you their unconditional support.

In conclusion: love.

personal presentation for NaLDS

I was selected for faci at NaLDS 2008. A dream come true .This is my personal presentation :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUiAGKKPLuM

enjoy

leapsa

I got a leapsa from Ilinca. It is like this : my favorite wallpaper...I simply love it.

And leapsa goes to Steli :P

hardest thing ever

Azi am facut unul din cele mai grele lucruri pe care le-am facut pana acum.

Am refuzat niste oameni, am zdrobit vise . E ciudat. Poate daca ar fi fost o competitie pentru un job, sau macar pentru niste facilitatori , ar fi fost altceva. Dar asa, am selectat participantii la o conferinta . Cu totii isi doreau atat de mult :( si se simtea asta. Din pacate nu am avut de ales , a trebuit sa fac o selectie, erau prea multi.

Acum vreo 2 sapt nici prin gand nu imi trecea ca o sa avem atatia aplicanti la ITTT. Si si daca m-as fi gandit la asta, as fi privit-o ca un lucru bun. Vazandu-ma in fata faptului implinit si a luarii deciziei de a respinge niste oameni...I got a little nervous . Cum poti sa selectezi niste oameni dupa niste cuvinte scrise? Mi s-a demonstrat de atatea ori ca lucrurile astea conteaza atat de putin . In spatele unei aplicari proaste se poate gasi un om foarte fain si cu mult potential. Sau invers, o aplicare bun poate fi scris de un om cu abilitati foarte bune de scriere si nu neaparat cu potential in area specifica .

A fost al drecului de greu. Am luat decizia pana la urma si sunt pregatita sa fac fata urmarilor. E decizia mea si mi-o sustin .

Cred in potentialul oricarui om...

International Train the Trainers

Forgetting myself again ? Well...sort of . I knew this, but I'm saying it again : I am a workaholic...for sure. I love to work on the things that I am passionate about, like training, event and project management and HR.

For some weeks now, I'm working day and night for the upcoming conference: International Train the Trainers. I love it. This moments remind me of last year when I was project manager for DYP(Discover Your Potential). These are the moments that I feel I have a purpose for each every , and I can't wait to wake-up in the morning to work. I feel like I really can have an impact , make a difference .
I really believe in this conference and I want to make it the best experience for the participants there and also for the faci team.

One of the participants said something like this: " I've always thought it's funny how the word "trainer" has "train" in it, because in a metaphorical way the trainer has the same role and that is to bring the passengers of training to the desired destination .

I believe he is sooo right . So guys, let's get in this train...

Take an active role in YOUR learning and the learning of OTHERS!

P.S: click on the image to see the presentation movie . Thank you Laura, Rocko and Cata ...you are great

Interanational Train The Trainers - BRASOV Romania		Data: 10-14 Septembrie 2008
International Train the Trainers What do you want from an ITTT? “Really cool trainers “ Ladies and gentlemen we invite on scene : Stefan Palarie , trainer I-interact Antonia Onaca, trainer Foreground Adi Rusu - DeKlausen Bogdan Grigore, trainer Boom TV “Well…I want some international facis – they should be cool to “ We have the pleasure to present you : Hana Hartosova, NTT in CZECH REPUBLIC Freddy Law, MC VP TM in Macedonia The NTT of Romania in action Alex Popa (Popic) Alexandra Moraru (Alex) Nicoleta Parvana (Nico) Cristina Chis (Kitz) “ Hmmm…and a awesome chair “ Oh yes…the one and the only : Borge Henno from Norway , chair of Nalds 2007 and CEELDS 2007 “Wow …I would really love to apply for this conference. How can I do that?” Let’s see… Have you already been to a Train the trainers conference? “yes” Then you should apply for the advance track. You can find here the application form: Advanced : Download HERE “no” Then, apply for the basic track . The application form: Basic : Download HERE GOOD LUCK !
	“This sounds cool. How much do I have to pay?” 56 Euros. This includes 4 nights of accommodation Meals : (Wednesday – dinner, Tuesday, Friday and Sunday – lunch and dinner Welcome package, fun, treasure hunt in the city
	“Ahhh…and where and when is it?” In the heart or Romania, Brasov Take a look on some images and info about the city , it’s beautifull Details about Brasov HERE Wikipedia Description HERE	“Oh…you know, I might have exams in that time” I’m sure you will find a way to have them earlier “I’ll do my best. I really what to come at this conference. So? I’ll see you there? Sure…I can’t wait to see you
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· “Last question: when is the deadline for applications?”

o On the 1^st of September 2008 , 8 pm Romanian hour (standard time zone: UTC/GMT +2 hours ). Late applications will not be considered.