I feel lost...I don't know what to say about my life right now. I'm in that point when everything is happening so quickly and I can't find myself between all this.
I just came from out first conference that we organised as NTT ...it was an important learning and emotional experience for me. I learned some things about other people...and I got to recognise that I really don't have a strong self confidence. I get so easy affected on everything that others say about me, I care to much about that ...
I feel that I need some time to rediscover myself...time with myself
Sometimes I feel so lonely ...even though I know that I have my family and my boyfriend with me all the time...but I miss my friends , I miss so many ppl and I wish I could meet them...see them ...talk to them...but again what? how? when?
I was asked at this conference "If we (NTT mbs) still involve in our LCs ?" and it was so cruel ...i realized how much I miss AIESEC Cluj and my life 1 year ago...and all my friends there...everything changed ...
... i am lost ...and I need some time with myself...
3 comments:
Girl, sometimes these moments of being lost give you the best insight over your life, what is important and how to persue that. Don't be scared of what you what you're feeling right now, it's good, it's helful and most intelligent people go through it from time to time, reshaping their worldviews. I belive you are great, you are strong to truthfully look inside yourself and change what you feel could work for the better.
All in all you are not alone, and I do believe in that Romanian saying: a person who can count it's friends on one hand is extremly lucky. AIESEC does give you a pool of people to be surrounded by, but let's be honest they are just potential friends. To really win their frienship is a longer windier way and it's gonna happen just with a few special ones to you.
I have full faith that you will grow stronger out of this period!
Warm hugs,
Hash
I can't believe it...I was reading your blog yesterday , before posting this articile and I realize how much I miss you ...and that you are one of the persons that I always felt that I want to know more and keep close. Thanks...and lots of hugs...:*
Cristina, you're still here, in AIESEC Cluj... At the LC meeting, after the conferences the girls talked about us, about what happened thanks to us. And we had an impact on 2 persoans in the LC we helped them grow and this is getting involved... Kiss ya and see you later!
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